Finally seems to be able to have the time to sit down and write something down on my blog today after these few weeks of appointments. Finally clinched my first deal today thanks to Lun.. So much of a motivation now that actually i can break my egg. Must now really jia you and work hard to my goal by the end of August. Its really a long and far fetched goal to hit but at least I took a first step out towards that goal already. Lots of late nights coming up for me, hopefully more to come= more chance.. LOL

Its always the first step that is the most challenging, slowly you will climb to your second step and everything will soon comes

Wow 4 months since my last entry... Been off track and playing too much World of Warcraft these past few months and busy finding a job. Well, glad that this is my first entry for quite a few months(if not for someone that juz reminded me to do it...:p ) .

Been through quite alot these few months.. Was stagnant in one point of life whereby I did not want to care about what is happening outside the world and just engrossed myself in my World of Warcraft. Fun exciting game to really pass your time but I got addicted to it and it became an addiction. Wake up WoW, eat WoW, sleep WoW.. So basically life was bored then..

Luckily I finally woke up and tried to think about what am I going to do this life time. The answer could not come out straight away. I was lost. I started slowly to search for the answer and although I haven't really found the answer now but I think I am slowly getting there.

Well, for a start, I have decided to give it a shot a developing a career as a financial adviser with Prudential. Attended the lessons these few weeks and found out alot about planning for yourself financially and the most important things is taking action to work towards that goal. So i shall start today's entry with a short term goal that I would like to achieve during my career as a financial adviser.
Short term goal : To be eligible for the Bangkok trip at the end of this August.

With that I hope to always focus myself with the end in mind. Don't just think about doing it, take actions.

Finally home from a 30 day trip to Australia.. Such a torture to be there for 30 days.
I experienced so much things there ranging from sleeping on safari bed to hailstorm in the middle of the night. Camp experience was interesting with alot of special happenings since we are going to ORD.. The weather there was hot in the day and chilly in the night.. The experience in Australia Rockhampton is unique, most definately different from the other countries I have travelled to for training. The culture is different and price for everything seems more expensive. The people there are friendly and more approachable with the exception of some punks that discriminate chinese, using very strong words and gesture when they saw us walking along a road.

It was quite an interesting trip for me although I wished I could have came home earlier..

ORD LO!!

Finally home from a 30 day trip to Australia.. Such a torture to be there for 30 days.
I experienced so much things there ranging from sleeping on safari bed to hailstorm in the middle of the night. Camp experience was interesting with alot of special happenings since we are going to ORD.. The weather there was hot in the day and chilly in the night.. The experience in Australia Rockhampton is unique, most definately different from the other countries I have travelled to for training. The culture is different and price for everything seems more expensive. The people there are friendly and more approachable with the exception of some punks that discriminate chinese, using very strong words and gesture when they saw us walking along a road.

It was quite an interesting trip for me although I wished I could have came home earlier..

ORD LO!!

I'm flying off to Australia tonight.. Feeling so sad.. Going there for one month. Going into the desert to stay, where 80% of the most poisonous insects and creatures live.. That must be real interesting. Going to losing touch of the world for one month. God knows what might happen during this coming one month. Pray that nothing unfortunate will happen to this world, and home.. Everything will smoothly pass and be the same as how I leave. Feel like I'm in the episode LOST now.. Depending on each other to pass time.. Thankfully, I bought some books to read and a numeric puzzle book started from Japan to go solve during my time in Australia.. Take it as a time off from this 'hectic' place and live life simply without any worries.. :P duh.. I sound so lame.. Well, gotta go prepare to go airport liaoz... AUSTRALIA HERE I COME!!! (pengz! Falls to the floor.....)

Designed by artistes on exibithion at Cineleisure. Took it after our show before going to Joanna's birthday

One of the many jugs we had there
Just woke up after a late night at Chill Room.Had quite alot of booze last nite. Finally gotta meet up with my good friends last nite after we last met for wei sian's birthday. It was the same place tonight but different occasion.. She just came back from Hong Kong with his boyfriend. Didn't really know until I found out when my friend was talking about it.. So bo sim.. IZ is flying off this sunday with Ivan.. I will be flying off on Tuesday to Wallaby.. So many of us are flying here and there... But mine's FREE!!! LOL.. But the most shitty feeling you can feel as we are going to dessert.. Sad... Anyway, sang alot of songs and I tried singing Chuang wai with her. So difficult to sing.. It was never easy to sing that song.. Jacky Wu must be so talented sia.. Well, lots of them left quite early leaving only a couple of us behind until Chill Room was closed. Sang quite a number of songs while they were closing machiam like I opening concert in Chill Room sia.. Now my throat kind of sore after all these singing.. Don't really know why, been longing to sing like nobody's business these past few days. As if I'm training for the next project superstar like that.. Haha, just kidding. My voice so weak.. Think singing is only a leisure for me and that's it.. Wanted to go Kbox with my poly friends but they could not make it on Wed. Actually felt kind of sad that time.. Machiam like missing out alot sia.. Haha.. Haven been really blogging these past few days cos I kinda got lazy to log in here. Here's a recap before I forgot about it soon...


Apollo and me


Tuesday: Went to woodlands Party world after a tiring day of sending our kit bag in camp. All our ORD personal all came.. Apollo, Jonathan and Ji. Their hair all so long sia.. Kinda envy.. Soon its going to be my turn soon.. Looking forward to that day before I get out of army life and go find work in the working society.. Had quite a good time despite the fact that we were all tired after the bad day we had in camp. Call us unlucky or what but I gotta admit we made a mistake and deserved to be punished.. Well, too bad for us lor.. Gotta be a man and accept the punishements when you made a mistake. Tried Forever Love by Wang Lee Hong and it was so difficult to sing.. Feel like perfecting that song but I don't think it will be as easy as it thinks. Well lets slowly try lor..

Well gotta go liaoz. Preparing to go watch Deuce with Ah bao they all later and go Roy's house to celebrate his birthday.. These few months like alot of birthday sia... Pocket burning like siao.

Lost my contact lens today!! And to imagine I just used a new set... Now its gone.. Don't even remember when it was dropped.. Feeling so unlucky. Well went out with Lun, Bao Jack, Apollo, Willy, Telen and PS n Pineapple.. yesterday and watched the 40 year old virgin. It was nice, funny and interesting. Was thinking whether to go to Joanna's birthday until I heard all of them are going. Bought some present for her.. Looks quite nice.. I think..
Drank quite alot and Bao was so dead drunk after we played some games.. He lost and drank quite alot.. Was lying outside the bench even before 12... Never even sing birthday song to birthday girl somemore.. HOW RUDE!! :P Anyway quite a few left after the birthday cake was cut.. Willy they all left first while I told them I would be going home myself later. Left me, Jack, Apollo, Telen and PS, the original gang that went to watch the movie and a few other more ppl.. Started to talk to Apollo asking him wats the matter.. Mei xiang dao he says he miss us so much.. Miss all the good times we had together. Now that he ORD liao, he felt so empty.. Alot of things he said hit my heart. Slowly I got emotional soon after seeing him being so true. It was quite a emotional feeling that we are all going to ORD soon. All these things that had happened these pass 2 years plus was great.. Lots of ups and downs but we all got through it with each others support.. Apollo said that life is never the same without us and rather not ORD so early and wanna chiong with us even longer.. Never knew he thought that way until he poured his hearts out last night. I will miss all of my ATEC friends that has talked cock with me endured together with me through the bad times. Hmmm, I don't really know how to recapture the feeling I had last night after the sleep I had.. Feels so wierd now talking about it. The feeling, its different now.. The so emotional feeling is not there anymore.. But i know deep down inside my heart, friendship is more important than money or girls. True friends are hard to find. Appreciate them.. I have lost alot of my good friends as we walked pass many stages of life.. Don't really know how many more I will lose but I hope it will never happen..

Facts of life
Life was simple
Life was fun
Everything seems normal
Till everybody starts to run
To run from the fact
Away from our best friend
He's called reality, my friend

Running never solves anything
It only makes things worse
Slowly a simple life
Was made worse by the devil called complacency

Complacency leads to negligence
Negligence leads to laziness
Laziness leads to ignorance
Ignorance leads to more series of unfortunate events
Blame luck?
Blame people around me?
Should I start to trust no one but myself?

We will never understand why
When everything's gone wrong
We never blame ourselves
Cos we are always right
The fault was never mine

We should not be this way,
Unless we realise that,
Everything that we have built these years
Will slowly be washed away
Washed away into the drain
A drain that was never there before
Until complacency starts to get into you

Ignorance is a bliss?
A bliss that's only temporary
A bliss that nobody would feel
Until one found out the truth
The truth that was there all along
But was never discovered
Until the day one found the truth
The truth that one wishes he would never know
He would start to whine

But why start can't one stop whining?
And learn to accept the fact?
Take things in one's stride
And take it like a man
Look at things at another perspective
And everything will be just fine

Mistakes in life
Everyone makes mistakes
Everyone needs to learn from mistakes
No matter how big how small
Nobody is perfect
And nobody is God
Its only through mistakes in life
You will truly learn to grow

So life still goes on
Everyone is learning
Don't escape from reality
Unless you are a child
Where ignorance is still a bliss in a child
Ponder on this fact
Cos we are still a child in someways
Welcome to the fact of life.
A never ending learning experience